Released: October 23, 2019
Songwriter: KingDrumDummie Drum Dummie Rod Wave
Producer: Ashton Sellars Drum Dummie
[Intro]
Drum Dummie
Drum Dummie made the beat and I'm gon' kill it
[Chorus]
In this life I've been scarred
So I walk around with my guard, guard
And they quick to say Lil Nuni trippin'
I think about my past and get in my feelings (Okay)
I think about the people who desert me (Okay)
I think about the ones who didn't deserve me (Okay, yeah)
Think about the ones who did me dirty (Okay)
I won't let you close enough to hurt me (Okay, yeah)
[Verse]
And I've been stayin' to myself, I've been movin' low-key
'Cause I don't know you, and nigga, you don't know me
I don't need no new homeboys, nigga, I'm straight
You can keep your handshakes, these niggas snakes, I play it safe
And sometimes I wish bae could understand (Okay)
That I am not your average man (Okay)
Ain't insecure, I'm just hurtin'
Tryna find out is you worth it?
Openin' up make me worried
And new faces make me nervous
Like where these niggas was when we was slidin' in my Acura?
Now they wanna pop up 'cause them R's is in the back of us
And we be state to state, promoters always got them racks for us
New niggas come 'round, I disappear like Perry the Platypus
[Chorus]
In this life I've been scarred
So I walk around with my guard, guard
And they quick to say Lil Nuni trippin'
I think about my past and get in my feelings (Okay)
I think about the people who desert me (Okay)
I think about the ones who didn't deserve me (Okay, yeah)
Think about the ones who did me dirty (Okay)
I won't let you close enough to hurt me (Okay, yeah)
Drum Dummie
Drum Dummie made the beat and I'm gon' kill it
[Chorus]
In this life I've been scarred
So I walk around with my guard, guard
And they quick to say Lil Nuni trippin'
I think about my past and get in my feelings (Okay)
I think about the people who desert me (Okay)
I think about the ones who didn't deserve me (Okay, yeah)
Think about the ones who did me dirty (Okay)
I won't let you close enough to hurt me (Okay, yeah)
[Verse]
And I've been stayin' to myself, I've been movin' low-key
'Cause I don't know you, and nigga, you don't know me
I don't need no new homeboys, nigga, I'm straight
You can keep your handshakes, these niggas snakes, I play it safe
And sometimes I wish bae could understand (Okay)
That I am not your average man (Okay)
Ain't insecure, I'm just hurtin'
Tryna find out is you worth it?
Openin' up make me worried
And new faces make me nervous
Like where these niggas was when we was slidin' in my Acura?
Now they wanna pop up 'cause them R's is in the back of us
And we be state to state, promoters always got them racks for us
New niggas come 'round, I disappear like Perry the Platypus
[Chorus]
In this life I've been scarred
So I walk around with my guard, guard
And they quick to say Lil Nuni trippin'
I think about my past and get in my feelings (Okay)
I think about the people who desert me (Okay)
I think about the ones who didn't deserve me (Okay, yeah)
Think about the ones who did me dirty (Okay)
I won't let you close enough to hurt me (Okay, yeah)
more tracks from the album
From the album
- Ghetto Gospel (2019)
Rod Wave popular songs
- Heart On Ice
- Tombstone
- Street Runner
- Cold December
- Letter from Houston
- Girl of My Dreams
- Poison
- Dark Clouds
- Rags2Riches 2
- Paint the Sky Red
- By Your Side
- Popular Loner
- How Would You Feel
- Rags2Riches
- Green Light
- Dark Conversations
- Close Enough to Hurt
- Sky Priority
- Brace Face
- Heart 4 Sale
- The Greatest
- Bottom Boy Survivor
- Abandoned
- Fuck the World