Released: September 29, 2017

Songwriter: Scarlxrd

Producer: Muppy

[Intro]
What you're looking at, is the aftermath of the grand jury deciding not to indict, Officer Wilson
Eurgh
[Japanese ad-lib]

[Verse 1]
Pretending everything is fine won't help
You say you're happy with the shit that sells
This fucking life really sounds like Hell
I hope you're happy with the lies you tell yourself, eugh
I hope you're happy with the lies you tell yourself
Don't act like you're no sinner
This time, I shall not forget
This time, I rise from the dead
This time, I am not afraid
I don't see the meaning in these fucking games

[Interlude]
[Jamaican ad-libs]
(And why?)

[Verse 2]
Change facts, live fast, it helps us forget pain
Reach back, no thanks, I still go against grains
Point fingers away, don't blame 'til they break
Hype up and see your life's covered in flames
I'm so done with the waiting
Will I find my relief from this mind?
My whole body is craving
A better way of living my life

[Bridge]
[Japanese ad-lib]
Eh yah yah, Scar, a-Lxrd, yeah
Laughing
Euh ah, blegh

[Verse 3]
Mind your business, lost control of all my feelings
I'm still sat here in this building
Fucking dying, fucking breathing
You're not happy, you're still bleeding
Your existence has no meaning
And it makes you fucking sick, eugh

[Outro]
I hope you're happy with the lies you tell yourself
I hope you're happy with the lies you tell yourself
I hope you're happy with the lies you tell yourself
I hope you're happy with the lies you tell yourself

Scarlxrd

Marius Lucas-Antonio Listhrop (born June 19, 1994), better known by the stage name Scarlxrd—pronounced “Scar Lord”—is a British artist from Wolverhampton, England. Formerly a YouTube vlogger known as Mazzi Maz, he garnered attention for his collaborations with fellow YouTuber Sam Pepper. He later deleted his videos in order to create a new image for himself and began rapping in 2015; releasing projects at a rapid rate. He was also the vocalist for rap-rock band Myth City.

He is known for replacing “O"s with "X"s when stylizing letters, as well as his unique sound, which combines rap and metal. He gained notoriety upon the release of his April 2017 single, “Heart Attack,” which has over 13 million plays on SoundCloud and nearly 80 million views on YouTube, as of July 2020.