Released: September 16, 2017

Songwriter: Scarlxrd

Producer: Scarlxrd RVFF FVRGO

[Intro]
Aye (Huh)
Yah
Lord
Yeah
Hey

[Verse 1]
Lost my mind today, ticking time bombs never wait
Free and yet explosive, I might fucking blow up in your face
I like watching my walls cave, claustrophobic and insane
Most you niggas talk that shit at least I'm honest with my ways
I don't need no medicine, keep that shit for the trembling
Never do the welcoming, you can hang onto the questioning
Who you think you are, bitch?
Go on then, find me something better then
I bet you won't 'cus I'm the only one out here developing
I ain't even mad no more, shit I don't give a fuck
I don't brag no more
Fuck clout, fuck numbers, fuck plans, fuck whores
I've been going in until my right hand's sore
I feel like the Jedi with the gold on my belt
You're too worried bout the bitches that be worried bout the wealth
Having big dreams is really bad for your health
I deserve this shit more than anybody else
Who are you, bitch? No one knows your name
But you're so hell bent on the drugs and the fame
Bite your tongue until it fucking bleeds and never speak again

[Hook]
Never told a soul all the pain I've been coping with
I've been on my own, get the fuck up out my face bitch
Better give me one good reason not to tear your limbs
You don't know my motherfucking story bitch you don't know shit

[Verse 2]
Open the door, never look back, leave me here in hell
Even the score spit on the track, maybe I'm tipping the scale
So you want more, they never ask
This is my cry for help
I told them before don't bring up my past, I might kill myself

[Hook]
Never told a soul all the pain I've been coping with
I've been on my own, get the fuck up out my face bitch
Better give me one good reason not to tear your limbs
You don't know my motherfucking story and you don't know shit

[Verse 3]
So stuck that you can't move
Really thinking that you're hurt 'cus you want to
I've been putting in the work like I got to
Big dreams in your head are they not true
Don't you let these motherfuckers try stop you
Don't be a bitch, get it like its not hard to
Get up and get it then
Harm your affiliates
Show me your hell in your present tense
I put the terror in resonance

[Hook]
Never told a soul all the pain I've been coping with
I've been on my own, get the fuck up out my face bitch
Better give me one good reason not to tear your limbs
You don't know my motherfucking story and you don't know shit

Scarlxrd

Marius Lucas-Antonio Listhrop (born June 19, 1994), better known by the stage name Scarlxrd—pronounced “Scar Lord”—is a British artist from Wolverhampton, England. Formerly a YouTube vlogger known as Mazzi Maz, he garnered attention for his collaborations with fellow YouTuber Sam Pepper. He later deleted his videos in order to create a new image for himself and began rapping in 2015; releasing projects at a rapid rate. He was also the vocalist for rap-rock band Myth City.

He is known for replacing “O"s with "X"s when stylizing letters, as well as his unique sound, which combines rap and metal. He gained notoriety upon the release of his April 2017 single, “Heart Attack,” which has over 13 million plays on SoundCloud and nearly 80 million views on YouTube, as of July 2020.