Released: February 25, 2022

Featuring: Jackson Wang (王嘉爾)

Songwriter: Shaylen Mike McGarity Jackson Wang (王嘉爾) Chelsea Lena Amber Liu

Producer: Mighty Mike

[Verse 1: Amber Liu]
I know if I just disappear, I could do what I want
Go out every night, I'd wake with no demons left
Silence my head, oh
There's no scars that I'd need to heal through
No regrets with no one to pass to
I can't even lie, I can't even lie

[Pre-Chorus: Amber Liu]
It'd probably be a little e-e-easier
It'd probably be a little e-e-easier

[Chorus: Amber Liu]
But why the hell would I want to, want to?
Ever try to live without you, out you?
Trying to take it all away
But I'm only gonna stay
So why the hell would I want to, want to?
Ever try to live without you, out you?
Why they got me so afraid, but I know I gotta stay, mmm

[Verse 2: Amber Liu]
The voices they keep me on overdrive
I'm hanging my head, my chin up high
Can't even see through all the tears I mask
I know I've gone this far, ain't going back
I'm in this new shit independent
Don't care how even spend it, be like magic
And even when the lights on, I'm under pressure
I won't last forever, no

[Pre-Chorus: Amber Liu]
It'd probably be a little e-e-easier
It'd probably be a little e-e-easier

[Chorus: Amber Liu]
But why the hell would I want to, want to?
Ever try to live without you, out you?
Trying to take it all away
But I'm only gonna stay
So why the hell would I want to, want to?
Ever try to live without you, out you?
Why they got me so afraid, but I know I gotta stay, mmm

[Verse 3: Jackson Wang]
Yeah, I tried to leave without looking
L eft it all behind me (Yeah)
But my heart kept asking me if I wanted it back (You know)
Walking on the lane but
My heart is running on a different track
Thought I could move on
But the memories piling in stacks

[Pre-Chorus: Both]
Probably be a little easier
It'd probably be a little easier

[Chorus: Amber Liu, Jackson Wang]
But why the hell would I want to, want to? (Ayy; yeah)
Ever try to live without you, out you? (Out you)
Trying to take it all away, (Take it all away)
But I'm only gonna stay (Oh, oh)
So why the hell would I want to, want to? (Oh)
Ever try to live without you, out you? (Out you)
Why they got me so afraid but I know I gotta stay, mmm

[Outro: Amber Liu]
But why the hell would I want to, want to
But why the hell would I want to, want to
But why the hell would I want to, want to
But why the hell would I want to, want to

Amber Liu

Amber Liu was born as Amber Josephine Liu in Los Angeles, California to Taiwanese parents on September 18, 1992.

Liu is most known for being a member and the rapper of the Korean girl group f(x), which debuted in September of 2009 under SM Entertainment. Before making her debut, Liu had lived an average lifestyle, attending high school at El Camino Real High School in Los Angeles, California, until she decided to audition for SM Entertainment’s global auditions in 2008. Despite debuting as the rapper of f(x), Liu originally made it into the company as a vocalist.

During her time in f(x), she also participated in variety shows and acted. Liu also composed a variety of songs for her group, which include “Goodbye Summer”, “Summer Lover” and a few others, which didn’t make the cut, were eventually released on her solo debut album Beautiful in 2015.