Released: August 21, 2020

Songwriter: Andrew Goldstein Trevor Daniel ​blackbear

Producer: Andrew Goldstein ​blackbear

[Chorus: blackbear]
Roller coaster, up and down
We're so high, can't see the ground
Paint our faces like a clown
Let's pretend we're happy now
Roller coaster, up and down
We're so high, can't see the ground
Paint our faces like a clown
Let's pretend we're happy now

[Verse 1: blackbear]
Yeah, ooh, wow (Wow), I let myself down
Said I'd never fall in love, but I'm looking like a clown (Like a clown)
And now, ooh, wow, put my phone down (Put it down)
'Cause someone's gotta take it 'fore I smash it on the ground
And I'm gettin' really good at tripping 'bout the lil' things (Lil')
Turn a big mood to a big mood swing (Mood)
Doesn't make it any better, cryin' on my Gucci sweater
Ain't no way that I could ever make you happy now (Woah)
And I'm sorry now, but it's complicated
And you haunt me now, thank God I'm faded

[Chorus: blackbear]
Roller coaster, up and down
We're so high, can't see the ground
Paint our faces like a clown
Let's pretend we're happy now
Roller coaster, up and down
We're so high, can't see the ground
Paint our faces like a clown
Let's pretend we're happy now

[Verse 2: Trevor Daniel]
Another day, another crisis
Another night we spend fightin'
Really thought that you were ride or dyin'
Dealin' with your drama, rather not, so I'm silent
Things change, I can't pretend to deny it
She's in her cursed clothes, Gucci diet
In my old phone, goin' through my old habits
Spent a whole year with you and it was tragic
All I know is that you're here to cause damage
Highs and lows, you turned me to a savage, yeah
(You turned me to a savage)

[Chorus: blackbear, Trevor Daniel, Both]
Roller coaster, up and down
We're so high, can't see the ground (Can't see the ground)
Paint our faces like a clown
Let's pretend we're happy now (Let's pretend we're happy now)
Roller coaster, up and down
We're so high, can't see the ground
Paint our faces like a clown
Let's pretend we're happy now

[Outro: Trevor Daniel & blackbear]
(All I know is that)
Let's pretend we're happy now (You're here to cause damage)
(Highs and lows, you turned me to a savage)
Let's pretend we're happy now
(Let's pretend we're happy now)
(Let's pretend we're happy now)

​blackbear & Trevor Daniel

American singers blackbear and Trevor Daniel have collaborated on multiple occasions. The first being on blackbear’s remix of Daniel’s hit song “Falling”. The second time being on the track “clown” from bear’s fifth studio album everything means nothing. These serve as the only collaborations between the two acts so far, however, more collaborations may arise in the future.