Released: November 27, 2017

Songwriter: Hot Sugar ​blackbear

Producer: Hot Sugar

[Intro]
​beartrap, yeah

[Verse 1]
Sittin', thinkin' slow
I'm all alone in my hotel, I think it's Albuquerque
I forgot what day it is, you fuckin' hurt me
I don't know, I'm flyin' girls around the world to validate myself
I think it's funny, yo
Lololol's the only L's I'm takin' shots at myself, that's the truth
Close my eyes, this girl I barely knew felt just like you
Instagram be feelin' like the grocery store, I pick and choose
I got a lot in my account but I ain't got shit to lose

[Chorus]
The truth
Yeah, is I've been up for days on cocaine
The truth
Is I've been up for days tryin' not to think about you
I hope that I'm the reason that you can't sleep
I hope that your whole life sucks without me
The truth
Is I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you
I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you
I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you

[Verse 2]
Once again, you ain't made no time for me, ain't no surprise to me
All my friends are really dead, this ain't no "XO Llif3" for me
Mama wasn't 'round that much growin' up, it's all good
Rather pay the mortgage than to see my bro in the hood
Daddy saw me on TV, he proud that he adopted me
He called me bugging out 'cause now his radio play "do re mi"
But everybody wants something, he ain't ask for nothing
Every time I wanted something, he said
"Mow some lawns, get a job, have a backup plan B and a C
And have fun in moderation, work harder, ain't shit for free"

[Chorus]
The truth
Yeah, is I've been up for days on cocaine
The truth
Is I've been up for days tryin' not to think about you
I hope that I'm the reason that you can't sleep
I hope that your whole life sucks without me
The truth
Is I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you
Is I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you
Is I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you

​blackbear

blackbear is the stage name of LA-based producer and singer-songwriter Mat Musto, popularly known for co-writing Justin Bieber’s “Boyfriend,” in 2012. Some of his first collaborations were with the likes of Pharrell Williams, MGK, and Childish Gambino. Later, Musto reinvented himself—he coined the name blackbear from a previous EP titled Year of the Blackbear. Under his new name, he started leaning more towards rapping and an R&B-oriented style.

His first mixtape Sex included collaborations with his peers James Blake, Maejor Ali, and “Boyfriend” co-writer Mike Posner. The Afterglow followed in 2014.

In 2015, blackbear released “idfc,” as the lead single from his debut album Deadroses. It increased his fan following and revenue, earning him millions of playback streams and a spot on Billboard’s Uncharted List of Undiscovered and Upcoming Artists. The second single, “90210,” included a feature from G-Eazy—blackbear made an appearance in his 2014 track, “Remember You.”