Released: November 27, 2015

Featuring: Maejor

Songwriter: Maejor ​blackbear

Producer: Corporal ​blackbear

[Verse 1: blackbear]
Lately, I've been thinking 'bout checking myself into rehab, woof
And lately, I've been drinking too much
Sniffing yak out a dimebag
I've been taking these pills
That this doctor prescribed
But they don't get me high
Like they used to
And maybe it's time for divine intervention
But fuck it, I'll die how I want to

[Chorus: blackbear]
How I want to, how I want to
Get high if I want to
Fly where I want to, I do
What I want to
Take your girl if I want to
Fuck her how you want to
I do, whatever it is I wish to

[Verse 2: blackbear]
Lately, I've been waking up to these sounds of these sirens and gunshots, woof
And lately, I've been going to sleep with my head fucking pounding, ow
I've been taking my time
With these women around
Cause I don't fucking doubt
They want babies
And maybe it's time to go check myself in
But fuck it, I'll die going crazy

[Pre-Chorus: blackbear]
How I want to
Like we all do

[Chorus: blackbear]
How I want to, how I want to
Get high if I want to
Fly where I want to, I do
What I want to
Take your girl if I want to
Fuck her how you want to
I do, whatever it is I wish to

[Bridge: blackbear]
I, I do, whatever I want to
Oh yeah

[Verse 3: Maejor]
What's up, Bear?
I've been worrying about you lately, man
I was lookin' at some of your pictures
You was lookin' a little crazy, man
Your eyes was hazy, man
And it's cool to have fun
But maybe think for just once
How your girl would feel if she lost her baby, man
You know, we need you 'round for a while
You really make fly music
Psh, I used to hide my pain in drugs
I hope that's not what you're doin'
You should maybe try somethin' different
Other than prescriptions
Like findin' religion or designin' a vision
It's your decision, just my opinion

[Chorus: blackbear, Maejor]
Like we all do
Get high if I want to
I'm worried about you, Bear
Fly where I want to, I do
What I want to
Take your girl if I want to
Fuck her how you want to
I do, whatever it is I wish to

[Outro: blackbear]
I, I do, whatever I want to
Oh yeah

​blackbear

blackbear is the stage name of LA-based producer and singer-songwriter Mat Musto, popularly known for co-writing Justin Bieber’s “Boyfriend,” in 2012. Some of his first collaborations were with the likes of Pharrell Williams, MGK, and Childish Gambino. Later, Musto reinvented himself—he coined the name blackbear from a previous EP titled Year of the Blackbear. Under his new name, he started leaning more towards rapping and an R&B-oriented style.

His first mixtape Sex included collaborations with his peers James Blake, Maejor Ali, and “Boyfriend” co-writer Mike Posner. The Afterglow followed in 2014.

In 2015, blackbear released “idfc,” as the lead single from his debut album Deadroses. It increased his fan following and revenue, earning him millions of playback streams and a spot on Billboard’s Uncharted List of Undiscovered and Upcoming Artists. The second single, “90210,” included a feature from G-Eazy—blackbear made an appearance in his 2014 track, “Remember You.”