Released: February 24, 2020

Featuring: Ralph Castelli

Songwriter: BONES Ralph Castelli

Producer: Ralph Castelli

[Verse 1: Ralph Castelli]
Where were you, before we met?
I've been trying on, the things that you left
Make me feel, like a man
Like I'm wanted, like I'm wanted again
Where were you, were you by yourself?
Oh I just assumed, you were with somebody else
I'm so insecure, nobody knows it but you
I wish I was numb and didn't have to show you
I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb
I wish I was numb and didn't have to show you

[Verse 2: Bones]
No one to blame, only myself, and decisions I've made
Slipping and falling and crawling away
I wanna talk, but there's nothing to say
My yesterday was the same as today
Without you with me, I'm blowin' my brains out
Trippin', tryna' find a way out
Life is so clearly played out
Blood in my veins, clip in the K
Once I get bangin' I leave 'em decayed
Truly I feel like my mental has changed
Somewhere along the road that I made
Digging my grave, making my bed
Mud on my body, I'm layin' my head
SESH

BONES

Elmo Kennedy O'Connor (b. January 11th, 1994), popularly known as BONES (formerly Th@ Kid), is an underground rapper from Muir Beach, CA. He is one of the four members of the “Seshollowaterboyz” and has actively released music under several other aliases, such as surrenderdorthy, OREGONTRAIL, and Ricky A Go-Go.

During his childhood, he and his family moved to the small town of Howell, Michigan where he attended school. Eventually, he dropped out at the age of 16 to pursue rap music. His brother, Elliot O'Connor, now Bones' manager, suggested Elmo come live with him in Los Angeles, California. There, he recorded most of his mixtapes and eventually met Xavier Wulf, Chris Travis, and Eddy Baker, people he eventually toured and performed with under their collective name SeshHollowWaterboyz (SHWB). He is of Irish ancestry and also the grandson of actor Robert Culp.

He’s known for his “emo rap” style of music, which is labeled as strictly his own, as well as the rapid rate he releases music (including 100 music videos and over 50 mixtapes), his resistance to joining major record labels, and charging money for his music, despite major interest by many.