Released: June 19, 2016

Songwriter: Ghostemane

Producer: Ghostemane

[Verse 1]
Bitch I'm breakin' out my mothafuckin' chains I'm a blackmage
I'm never gonna rep no shit but kreep, now I'm out the cage
I'm shittin' all over the rules you gave, and now I turn the page
I'm a way better man than I'm ever gonna be when all I can do is obey
I'm takin' your blood and now I'm paintin' a circle around my feet
Protectin' me from Aiwass and Dæmons in his company
You never gonna be like me so bitch go get your own steeze
You never gonna see what I see I'm the K, R, double E, P the reincarnated beast

[Chorus]
I am a mistake
And I really don't have a solid end-game
(Fuck faith)
All I really wanna be
Is a monk in a stone monastery (Stone monastery)
I am a mistake
And I really don't have a solid end-game
(Fuck faith)
I meditate all day
Contemplate how I'm gonna leave this place

[Bridge]
I don't
I don't know where to go but up
I just can't seem to get my fix of a good life
One where I don't need to break ties
Don't recycle just get rid of everything you hate

[Verse 2]
Kreepin' through the gates of an unknown place
I can feel my heart race
And my blood leave my face
I'm about to welcome change
With a fresh embrace
About to decapitate another useless piece of waste
I'm a kreep
I don't weep
I never sleep
I'ma freak
Countin' sheep
I don't know sympathy
I'm a kreep
I don't weep
I never sleep
I'ma freak
Countin' sheep
I don't know sympathy

[Chorus]
I am a mistake
And I really don't have a solid end-game
(Fuck faith)
All I really wanna be
Is a monk in a stone monastery (Stone monastery)
I am a mistake
And I really don't have a solid end-game
(Fuck faith)
I meditate all day
Contemplate how I'm gonna leave this place

Ghostemane

Eric Whitney Ghoste (born April 15, 1991), also known as Ghostemane, is an artist from Lake Worth, Florida. He initially rose to popularity as a member of the now-defunct SCHEMAPOSSE—a group that included Lil Peep and JGRXXN amongst others. In a 2017 interview with No Jumper, Ghostemane said he decided to leave SCHEMAPOSSE as he wanted to grow as an independent artist, and didn’t want to be boxed in a certain group or movement.

In a 2016 interview with Metal Insider, Ghostemane stated that he was majorly influenced by metal bands such as Deicide, Death, Carcass, and Mayhem. He later got into hip hop groups such as Dirty Boyz, Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, and Three 6 Mafia. He listed bands like Circle Takes the Square and The Number Twelve Looks Like You as additional inspirations in a 2016 statement to Masked Gorilla.

Ghostemane has numerous side projects. These include his lo-fi black metal project Baader Meinhof, and his experimental noise project GASM.