Released: May 1, 2014
Songwriter: Ghostemane
Producer: $lik (Rap)
[Verse 1]
Never thought I'd end up with my life like this
Hating everything and I don't wanna live
All I do is sit and smoke and drink at the crib
Mind fucked up so I can't even trip
Police tried my life now I can't pay the bills
Rent money going to my loyal, now I feel
That rope around my neck, everything stand still
Gotta get my shit together, gotta keep it real
Evil taking over make me wanna kill and steal
[Interlude]
Beauty is the end, Stevo, the end
[Verse 2]
Never thought I'd end up with my life like this
Slaving every day just to keep my pot to piss
People think that I be getting everything I wish
Sometimes I just wish I grew up a rich kid
Then I'd get my momma come and bail me out of jail
No matter what I do, dads money never fails
But that ain't me cause my daddy in the ground
Momma loves her son but she's gone year-round
All I got is rapping, keep my feet upon the ground
Need some inspiration just to turn my life around
Take a few caps that I picked up off the ground
Fold 'em in a slice of pizza, chow fucking down
Now I'm hearing colors and I'm seeing all the sounds
Jump into a rabbit hole, take it all the way down
Take it all the way down
Never thought I'd end up with my life like this
Hating everything and I don't wanna live
All I do is sit and smoke and drink at the crib
Mind fucked up so I can't even trip
Police tried my life now I can't pay the bills
Rent money going to my loyal, now I feel
That rope around my neck, everything stand still
Gotta get my shit together, gotta keep it real
Evil taking over make me wanna kill and steal
[Interlude]
Beauty is the end, Stevo, the end
[Verse 2]
Never thought I'd end up with my life like this
Slaving every day just to keep my pot to piss
People think that I be getting everything I wish
Sometimes I just wish I grew up a rich kid
Then I'd get my momma come and bail me out of jail
No matter what I do, dads money never fails
But that ain't me cause my daddy in the ground
Momma loves her son but she's gone year-round
All I got is rapping, keep my feet upon the ground
Need some inspiration just to turn my life around
Take a few caps that I picked up off the ground
Fold 'em in a slice of pizza, chow fucking down
Now I'm hearing colors and I'm seeing all the sounds
Jump into a rabbit hole, take it all the way down
Take it all the way down