Released: May 1, 2014

Songwriter: Ghostemane

Producer: $lik (Rap)

[Verse 1]
Never thought I'd end up with my life like this
Hating everything and I don't wanna live
All I do is sit and smoke and drink at the crib
Mind fucked up so I can't even trip
Police tried my life now I can't pay the bills
Rent money going to my loyal, now I feel
That rope around my neck, everything stand still
Gotta get my shit together, gotta keep it real
Evil taking over make me wanna kill and steal

[Interlude]
Beauty is the end, Stevo, the end

[Verse 2]
Never thought I'd end up with my life like this
Slaving every day just to keep my pot to piss
People think that I be getting everything I wish
Sometimes I just wish I grew up a rich kid
Then I'd get my momma come and bail me out of jail
No matter what I do, dads money never fails
But that ain't me cause my daddy in the ground
Momma loves her son but she's gone year-round
All I got is rapping, keep my feet upon the ground
Need some inspiration just to turn my life around
Take a few caps that I picked up off the ground
Fold 'em in a slice of pizza, chow fucking down
Now I'm hearing colors and I'm seeing all the sounds
Jump into a rabbit hole, take it all the way down
Take it all the way down

Ghostemane

Eric Whitney Ghoste (born April 15, 1991), also known as Ghostemane, is an artist from Lake Worth, Florida. He initially rose to popularity as a member of the now-defunct SCHEMAPOSSE—a group that included Lil Peep and JGRXXN amongst others. In a 2017 interview with No Jumper, Ghostemane said he decided to leave SCHEMAPOSSE as he wanted to grow as an independent artist, and didn’t want to be boxed in a certain group or movement.

In a 2016 interview with Metal Insider, Ghostemane stated that he was majorly influenced by metal bands such as Deicide, Death, Carcass, and Mayhem. He later got into hip hop groups such as Dirty Boyz, Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, and Three 6 Mafia. He listed bands like Circle Takes the Square and The Number Twelve Looks Like You as additional inspirations in a 2016 statement to Masked Gorilla.

Ghostemane has numerous side projects. These include his lo-fi black metal project Baader Meinhof, and his experimental noise project GASM.