Released: September 5, 2017

Songwriter: Ghostemane

Producer: Ghostemane

[Verse 1]
I've got too much on my mind, plus your mind on my plate
I've got a fucked up sense of what they call love and hate
I'd like to place my hand on your neck once more
And this time I'll squeeze even after you leak on my floor
I've got too much time on my hands these days
And I feel my idle hands starting to wander away
I think I'll just sit alone in my absent brain
It's not like I've got anywhere else to spend my day

[Chorus]
I swear to not!
I swear to not!
I swear to not!
I swear to not

[Verse 2]
I am a bastard, I am a fatherless hope
You told me faster, down on the floor on all fours
I am a bastard, I am a bastard, I am a bastard
(I am a bastard)

[Chorus]
I swear to not!
I swear to not!
I swear to not!
I swear to not

Ghostemane

Eric Whitney Ghoste (born April 15, 1991), also known as Ghostemane, is an artist from Lake Worth, Florida. He initially rose to popularity as a member of the now-defunct SCHEMAPOSSE—a group that included Lil Peep and JGRXXN amongst others. In a 2017 interview with No Jumper, Ghostemane said he decided to leave SCHEMAPOSSE as he wanted to grow as an independent artist, and didn’t want to be boxed in a certain group or movement.

In a 2016 interview with Metal Insider, Ghostemane stated that he was majorly influenced by metal bands such as Deicide, Death, Carcass, and Mayhem. He later got into hip hop groups such as Dirty Boyz, Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, and Three 6 Mafia. He listed bands like Circle Takes the Square and The Number Twelve Looks Like You as additional inspirations in a 2016 statement to Masked Gorilla.

Ghostemane has numerous side projects. These include his lo-fi black metal project Baader Meinhof, and his experimental noise project GASM.