Released: November 14, 2016

Songwriter: Ghostemane

Producer: Ghostemane

[Verse 1]
One day I'mma end up in a urn on a mantle
Roll my remains in a blunt, light it up smoke
I put a hex on my ex, she won't leave me 'lone
'Cause I made a move and never comin' back home, but I ain't shit but a wretched individual
Pentacle made of stone by the window
Considered one to love the devil by the sheeple
But they don't really know shit, let 'em bleed on they mothafuckin knees let 'em bleed
Ayy
Fuck Anton Lavey
You're the reason edgy mothafuckers are a thing
Anyone who bought your bible is a damn fake
(Rest in piss!)
I hope your followers hang
On a rope
Ayy
Lookin' for the antidote
Wanna break away I'm a slave of the physical
Plane
Fuck Xans in my white Vans can I get another tab
Of the Psilocybe
I'm sick of life committing psychedelic suicide
All I ever wanted was a way to find the inner light
Re-enlightenment the way of a Thelemite
Fin

[Bridge]
Praying for my luck to change but it's not looking good for me
(Show me the light I will go!)
Praying for my luck to change but it's not looking good for me
(Show me the light I will go!)

[Verse 2]
I wake
Another day and I
Can't help but wonder why
Some seem to have it all while others suffer like myself
I can't keep counting down the days until I find what it means to be at one with myself
I can't keep counting
Down the days!
I am so tainted by temptation
And all I wanted was to breathe
So far away from the toxins in the air in this place
I can't keep counting down the days until I find what it means to be at one with myself
I can't keep counting
Down the days!

[Outro]
(Close your eyes so tightly)
(So no liquid can escape)
(And point your chin at the sun)
(Keep the blackness at bay)
Close your eyes so tightly
So no liquid can escape
And point your chin at the sun
Keep the blackness at bay

Ghostemane

Eric Whitney Ghoste (born April 15, 1991), also known as Ghostemane, is an artist from Lake Worth, Florida. He initially rose to popularity as a member of the now-defunct SCHEMAPOSSE—a group that included Lil Peep and JGRXXN amongst others. In a 2017 interview with No Jumper, Ghostemane said he decided to leave SCHEMAPOSSE as he wanted to grow as an independent artist, and didn’t want to be boxed in a certain group or movement.

In a 2016 interview with Metal Insider, Ghostemane stated that he was majorly influenced by metal bands such as Deicide, Death, Carcass, and Mayhem. He later got into hip hop groups such as Dirty Boyz, Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, and Three 6 Mafia. He listed bands like Circle Takes the Square and The Number Twelve Looks Like You as additional inspirations in a 2016 statement to Masked Gorilla.

Ghostemane has numerous side projects. These include his lo-fi black metal project Baader Meinhof, and his experimental noise project GASM.