Released: April 1, 2019

Songwriter: ​abbot (USA)

Verse 1:

Used to be so paranoid, im jumpin in the spotlight
You can't say im acting out cuz this is my life
I dont understand how you can tell me that i’m not right
I love making music til i see the sunrise
I like goin out and making friends i didn’t know
I feel like i’ve had this conversation once before
How come i feel guilty when i’m happy for too long?
Or the people that i love dont no pay no mind if i were gone

Chorus:

I don’t really care now
Lighters in the air now
I think that it’s funny when they ask to see my hair down
Fuck it i don’t care tho
So i let my hair go
As long as they all fuckin wit the rhythm of the snare so
Let’s slow it down
I want you to notice when i’m not around
Maybe they’ll all like me when i find my sound
I want you to notice when i’m not around
I’ll let my hair go

Verse 2:

So why do i feel so intoxicated?
I only took a few shots i hate this
Only did this to stop hesitating
When im on stage i feel fucking naked
Cuz i feel vulnerable with my music
What if they think that my message is stupid
Call my self abbot only out of habit
I only go out in like 2 different jackets
Right now i feel confident somewhat
Maybe that’s cuz i’m so fucked up
My insecurities chucked up
So everyone here turn the fuck up
Call myself abbot only out of habit
I’ll call myself abbot i’ll make it a habit
All my insecurities chucked up
So everyone here turn the fuck up

Chorus

​abbot (USA)

you can change the world; create

but you got to break it first

contact // abbotwdm@gmail.com