Released: July 4, 2018

Songwriter: Alan Dreezer & Elliot Richardson

Producer: Elliot Richardson

I didn't want to see you fade away
I didn't want to hear you saying
You had nothing new to say
I didn't want to see you being blind
I know that sounds like being cruel
I can't stomach being kind

I could have done more
But i would not change a thing
I knew someone more
I could not bare to think

If this is the end
That wasn't you
If we don't say it
It ain't the truth
If this is the end
I don't want to lie
I just couldn't be there
To say goodbye

I was driving by your house the other day
But you weren't out there waving
Couldn't tell you what I came to say
It's hard to comprehend that you are gone
Can't tell you how that makes me feel
But I don't think that I was wrong

When I close my eyes
You are standing there
Don’t you leave my side
Tell me that you care

Alan Dreezer

Alan Dreezer is an Electro Pop/Singer-Songwriter from Chelmsford Essex UK currently living in Spain. He has until now always collaborated with other musicians or as part of a band away from his passion for Electronic Music. These have included touring with Tara 2 a pop duo supporting 80’s favorites “Brother Beyond”, or playing sold-out shows at High Barn Great Bardfield which was widely regarded as one of the best small venues in the UK with Rock-Pop band ADProject. Alan released his first solo album “LONDON E12” in 2018. He has since released 5 singles from his forthcoming sophomore album “H E A L E D” due for release in 2021 and was recently nominated in the Best Solo Artist category at the 2020 Essex Panic Awards.