Released: October 25, 2019

Songwriter: Ben Baptie Rex Orange County

Producer: Rex Orange County Ben Baptie

[Intro]
Ah!

[Refrain]
Ooh-ooh, ooh (Yeah)
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

[Verse 1]
It's hard to make yourself believe
That it'll get better when you feel defeated
And carrying on is easier said than done
It took a while to see that I was in need
Of help from somebody else but she keeps
Reminding me that I'm not the only one

[Pre-Chorus]
And babe, I woulda told you this was gonna happen
If I had known that it would
But now there's less time and more things that I need to say
And I'm afraid

[Chorus]
That there will always be a part of me that's holding on
And still believes that everything is fine
And that I'm living a normal life
But until somebody sits me down
And tells me that I'm different now
I'll always be the way I always am
Oh, oh

[Refrain]
Ooh-ooh, ooh (Yeah)
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

[Verse 2]
My apologies, it's such a shame
I never planned to feel this way
But the more that I try, the more I'm seeing a difference
I'm not gonna lie

[Pre-Chorus]
And now I get to sit down
And I'm happy to admit now, I'm on my way
It seems I'm not invincible
But I'm bored of the pain and I need to explain

[Chorus]
Yeah, there will always be a part of me that's holding on
And still believes that everything is fine
And that I'm living a normal life
But until somebody sits me down
And tells me why I'm different now
I'll always be the way I always am
Yeah, yeah

[Outro]
I, I
Woo

Rex Orange County

Alex O'Connor (born May 4, 1998), better known by his stage name Rex Orange County, is an English singer-songwriter.

O'Connor grew up in Grayshott, a village in Hampshire, England. At 16, when his peers transferred to the local high school, O’Connor was accepted to London’s renowned music college The BRIT School, where he began writing music.

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