SAINt JHN

Featuring: Lil Uzi Vert

Producer: F a l l e n Quay Global

[Intro]
Cook that shit up Quay
Told Lee he'd be a millionaire

[Verse 1: SAINt JHN]
We came too close to the edge now
We almost died last night
This champagne laced in regret now, I relapse every time
Your heart too hard to protect now, it hurts to watch you cry
My feelings mixed up right now
She never let me see her doing drugs
She knows all the bottle girls in clubs
Good girls always got a thing for the thugs

[Chorus: SAINt JHN]
If I break up then I'm sick of fallin' in love
I'm sick of my heart broken, I'm scared of fuckin' it up
Sleep with my eyes open, I'm scarеd of callin' it love
I'm scared of overdosin', I'm scarеd of fallin' in love
Done with my emotion

[Verse 2: Lil Uzi Vert]
Everytime I open my eyes, you're the first thing I see
Wherever you are, it's the first place I wanna be
I been a rockstar, yeah (Hello?)
Foreign cars, I got too many foreign broads, yeah (Yeah)
Too much money, no, I don't barely talk, yeah (Nah)
I don't mess up my shoes, I don't barely walk, yeah (At all)
Inside is all red (Red), outside is so white though
Whip it up instead ('Stead), movin' all that white dough
I ain't talkin' 'bout the drugs, I'm talkin' 'bout the love
My pockets full of crips, my pink diamonds they look like bloods
Uh, now how could I focus?

[Chorus: SAINt JHN]
When I'm sick of fallin' in love
I'm sick of my heart broken, I'm scared of fuckin' it up
Sleep with my eyes open, I'm scared of callin' it love
I'm scared of overdosin', I'm scared of fallin' in love
Done with my emotion

[Bridge: SAINt JHN]
This is not supposed to hurt this much
Never know you know you're worth this much
'Cause its not supposed to hurt this much
Love is not supposed to hurt this much
'Cause its not supposed to hurt this much
Never know you know you're worth this much
But it's not supposed to hurt this much
Love is not supposed to hurt this much

[Outro]
We came too close to the edge now
We almost died last night
This champagne laced in regret now, I relapse every time
Your heart too hard to protect now, it hurts to watch you cry
My feelings mixed up right now

Born in Brooklyn and of Guyanese descent, Carlos St. John Phillips grew up listening to a lot of Caribbean music. With his father absent, JHN tried his hand at drug dealing but didn’t like it. After this, he followed his older brother into rapping. He said of the experience, “my older brother felt like a father. He was only two years older than me so that was all I had. Whatever he would’ve done I was going to do.” In the beginnings of his music career he went by Carlos Saint John. He describes his earlier rapping style as more aggressive and less melodic than his current output. He also used this name for a brief time when he put rapping on hold to spend time writing songs for other artists. JHN has co-writing credits on songs like Usher’s 2016 hits “Crash” and “Rivals.”

He is part of a collective called GØDD COMPLEXx.

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