Released: August 23, 2019

Songwriter: F a l l e n Diplo Nitti Gritti SAINt JHN

Producer: Diplo F a l l e n

[Intro]
I can fuckin' tell, you still love me still
Been through fuckin' Hell, ridin' on one way
I can fuckin' tell, you still love me still
They won't like my way, I say let...

[Verse 1]
I don't believe in the wedding bells, I don't believe in us
She don't believe in a fairy tale, she don't believe in God
I told the girl "When the summer chills, you get way too dark"
She stood there with a left hand on a gun, right hand on her heart
She don't believe in the antidote, she wanna feel the pain
And every night is a holiday, it all feels the same
I never die, never disappear, they're gonna know my name
We both know, when you're up this high only the ceilings change

[Chorus]
I can fuckin' tell, you still love me still
Been through fuckin' Hell, ridin' on one way
I can fuckin' tell, you still love me still
Girl it never fails, you like "This time it's real"
I can fuckin' tell, you still love me still
We done been through Hell, ridin' on one way
I can fuckin' tell, you still love me still
They won't ride my wave, I say let 'em sail

[Verse 2]
In front of my mind you all night
Champagne, champagne in nights
We love fresh trims alright
'Cause I know high life, it's your time
And I'm just a simple guy from the street when the gun go off
I'm just a simple man from the dark with the sun go out
I just wanna' ride in a Porsche, with the top and the window off
'Cause I ain't never learned to play, deathbed or basketball

[Chorus]
I can fuckin' tell, you still love me still
Been through fuckin' Hell, ridin' on one way
I can fuckin' tell, you still love me still
Girl it never fails, you like "This time it's real"
I can fuckin' tell, you still love me still
We done been through Hell, ridin' on one way
I can fuckin' tell, you still love me still
They won't ride my wave, I say let 'em sail

SAINt JHN

Born in Brooklyn and of Guyanese descent, Carlos St. John Phillips grew up listening to a lot of Caribbean music. With his father absent, JHN tried his hand at drug dealing but didn’t like it. After this, he followed his older brother into rapping. He said of the experience, “my older brother felt like a father. He was only two years older than me so that was all I had. Whatever he would’ve done I was going to do.” In the beginnings of his music career he went by Carlos Saint John. He describes his earlier rapping style as more aggressive and less melodic than his current output. He also used this name for a brief time when he put rapping on hold to spend time writing songs for other artists. JHN has co-writing credits on songs like Usher’s 2016 hits “Crash” and “Rivals.”

He is part of a collective called GØDD COMPLEXx.