Released: November 11, 2021

Songwriter: Victoria Zaro Jacob Kasher Russ Chell Tate McRae

Producer: Jasper Harris Russ Chell

[Verse 1]
Usually never cry at all
I would say I'm pretty tough
But it's been a couple weeks now and I still feel stuck in my lungs
And usually I go out on nights
And not think of you once
But if they start playin' that song
I can't help but to think about us, oh, oh

[Pre-Chorus]
Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part
When I pulled myself out of your arms
Wish I knew that was only the start
And now I'm fallin' apart 'cause

[Chorus]
Last night for the very first time
You didn't even try to call
Oh I, I, won't lie
I thought I might die
I couldn't even sleep at all
And maybe I'll get used to it (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
But right now I just feel like shit (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
Oh, oh

[Verse 2]
So I kissed somebody else
Just to see how it felt
But all that was goin' through my brain
Was your hands around my waist
You know how to do it so well

[Pre-Chorus]
Really thought I was done with the hardest part
When I pullеd myself out of your arms
Wish I knew that was only the start
And now I'm fallin' apart 'causе

[Chorus]
Last night for the very first time
You didn't even try to call (Didn't even try to call)
Oh I, I, won't lie
I thought I might die
I couldn't even sleep at all
And maybe I'll get used to it (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
But right now I just feel like shit (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
Oh, oh

[Bridge]
Now, if I get a little too drunk, I'll start thinkin', "What if you were the one?"
I know that the damage is done, done
And I still have the shirt that you wore when we first met
It's there on the floor, I might kick it under the bed
Hopin' that I could forget that

[Chorus]
Last night for the very first time
You didn't even try to call
Oh I, I, won't lie
I thought I might die
I couldn't even sleep at all (At all)
And maybe I'll get used to it (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
But right now I just feel like shit (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
Oh, oh

[Outro]
Used to it
Feel like shit

Tate McRae

Tate McRae (born July 1, 2003, in Calgary, Canada) is a singer, songwriter, and dancer.

She began her music career at the age of thirteen when she started posting her original songs to her YouTube channel. Her debut song titled “One Day,” which drastically gained popularity, compelled her to release music officially and under a label. Along with the release of her single, “tear myself apart,” she announced she was signing to RCA Records.

Tate also had an extensive dance career. She was the second runner-up for the FOX television series, So You Think You Can The Next Generation, and has even won many awards and titles. She has also choreographed for television shows and recording artist music videos. Other credits include the Ellen Degeneres Show and voice credits in Lalaloopsy.