Released: September 29, 2015

Songwriter: Ghostemane

Producer: Ghostemane

[Intro]
"You're frying man
How much acid did you take?"

[Chorus]
I always thought when I grew up I wouldn't be shit
Dirty motherfucker with no ends and a broke whip
The only thing I can say is I don't take shit
Put em up in some concrete, push him, dump him off a damn bridge
I'm tripping shrooms turn a minion to a maniac
Paranoia take over the brain off a 20 sack
Perfect day I wish upon myself for the same thing
To get up out this bitch & make my way to blank space

[Verse 1]
I never sleep without my slugger that's some G shit
You never know when motherfuckers trying to kreep in
But lately when I say i know about the kreep game
K-R-double E-P I kreep like jack the ripper insane
Aside from tripping all I do is think about shit
Like what if Kurt Cobain was murdered by the Love bitch
Never question anything you see when you a dumb kid
Open up your brain and let me in then you kill 'em

[Verse 2]
I always thought when i grew up I wouldn't be shit
That's until the first time I bust a motherfucker with a closed fist
I tried to live inside a bubble with no violence
Bitch don't get me fucked up piss on a crucifix
The pacifist have made the way to do shit
Unless you want some motherfuckers run up in your crib with a full clip
You got to show them hoes and bitches you will never love 'em
Now watch them crawl back no need to think about 'em, no

[Chorus]
I always thought when I grew up I wouldn't be shit
Dirty motherfucker with no ends and broke whip
The only thing I can say is I don't take shit
Put 'em up in some concrete, push him, dump him off a damn bridge
I'm tripping shrooms turn a minion to a maniac
Paranoia take over a brain off a 20 sack
Perfect day I wish upon myself for the same thing
To get up out this bitch and make my way to blank space

Ghostemane

Eric Whitney Ghoste (born April 15, 1991), also known as Ghostemane, is an artist from Lake Worth, Florida. He initially rose to popularity as a member of the now-defunct SCHEMAPOSSE—a group that included Lil Peep and JGRXXN amongst others. In a 2017 interview with No Jumper, Ghostemane said he decided to leave SCHEMAPOSSE as he wanted to grow as an independent artist, and didn’t want to be boxed in a certain group or movement.

In a 2016 interview with Metal Insider, Ghostemane stated that he was majorly influenced by metal bands such as Deicide, Death, Carcass, and Mayhem. He later got into hip hop groups such as Dirty Boyz, Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, and Three 6 Mafia. He listed bands like Circle Takes the Square and The Number Twelve Looks Like You as additional inspirations in a 2016 statement to Masked Gorilla.

Ghostemane has numerous side projects. These include his lo-fi black metal project Baader Meinhof, and his experimental noise project GASM.