Songwriter: Greg Kurstin MARINA
Producer: Greg Kurstin
[Verse 1]
I stepped into a room of clocks that all told different times
I stepped into a mirrored world that mirrored all our crimes
You keep picking at the scab and I'll keep selling the plaster
You keep telling me that I'm bad
But I keep on getting better faster
[Pre-Chorus]
You hold me down and you hold me up
You can't communicate
You brought me up just to bring me down
I've nothing left to say
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh Daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Verse 2]
I'm gone, I'm gone to heaven
I'm gone, I'm gone to hell
If nobody could see I'd hold my hand out to be held
I wish that you could just admit that you did bad things too
Instead of criticizing me so I don't look at you
[Pre-Chorus]
You hold me down and you hold me up
You can't communicate
You brought me up just to bring me down
I've nothing left to say
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh Daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Bridge]
You keep picking at the scab
So I'll keep on selling the plaster
And you, you think I'm bad
So I'll keep on getting better faster
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh Daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Chorus 2]
I've lost, I've lost my confidence
I found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I sailed a thousand seas
[Post-Chorus 2]
You tell me what to say and wear
You say that it's because you care
But I prefer to be alone
Than live a life that's not my own
I stepped into a room of clocks that all told different times
I stepped into a mirrored world that mirrored all our crimes
You keep picking at the scab and I'll keep selling the plaster
You keep telling me that I'm bad
But I keep on getting better faster
[Pre-Chorus]
You hold me down and you hold me up
You can't communicate
You brought me up just to bring me down
I've nothing left to say
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh Daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Verse 2]
I'm gone, I'm gone to heaven
I'm gone, I'm gone to hell
If nobody could see I'd hold my hand out to be held
I wish that you could just admit that you did bad things too
Instead of criticizing me so I don't look at you
[Pre-Chorus]
You hold me down and you hold me up
You can't communicate
You brought me up just to bring me down
I've nothing left to say
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh Daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Bridge]
You keep picking at the scab
So I'll keep on selling the plaster
And you, you think I'm bad
So I'll keep on getting better faster
[Chorus]
I've lost, I've lost my innocence
I've found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I've found instant relief
[Post-Chorus]
You hold me down, you hold me up
Oh Daddy, are we out of luck?
You brought me up to bring me down
You shut me in, you shut me out
[Chorus 2]
I've lost, I've lost my confidence
I found my self-belief
And in a cup of loneliness
I sailed a thousand seas
[Post-Chorus 2]
You tell me what to say and wear
You say that it's because you care
But I prefer to be alone
Than live a life that's not my own
Unreleased
- To Be Human (Demo)
- Karma (*NSYNC Demo)
- Handmade Heaven (Concept Demo)
- Holiday
- The Art of Letting Go
- You (Demo)
- Cruel
- If It’s Worth It
- Water Under the Bridge [2018 Version]
- Please Don’t Call Me
- There’s Nothing Wrong With You
- Like China Dolls
- Froot (Demo)
- What I Wanna Do
- Better Than That (Demo 2)
- Demons and Angels [2017 Version]
- Sway With Me
- Stay All Night (ft. MARINA)
- Demons & Angels [2018 Version]
- Absent Love
- Simplify
- Bump in the Night
- Eternity
- Saviour
- When You Take Away Control
- Pancake Karma
- Happy Meal
- This is L.A.
- Blindfold Me
- Like The Other Girls
- Sinful
- Supermodel’s Legs
- Starlight
- Miss Y
- Scab & Plaster
- Troubled Mind
- I’m Not Hungry Anymore
- Dirty Sheets
- Philosopher My Arse
- Porn Does Good
- Perfect-Oh
- The Common Cold
- Silver Walls
- Hubba
- Lonely Bones
- Where Diamonds Grow
- Hot, Cross Bun
- Jealousy