Released: July 31, 2015

Songwriter: Adam Gontier Mike Mushok

Producer: Johnny K

[Verse 1]
Why am I so numb?
Why do I feel so dumb?
When it's just you and I
It's that look in your eye
How do you do this to me?
Make me feel so alive?
Why did you do this to me?
So I can't survive

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel so alone now
There's no way out now

[Chorus]
Because, without you I can see
I would be just another
Sad junkie
Mindless freak
Losing sleep
Dying slowly
Dying slowly

[Verse 2]
No, its not your fault
There's nothing wrong here at all
When it's just me and you
I feel there's nothing I can do
I feel there's nothing I can say
I'm so scared of the day
When this fucked up world
Tries to take you away

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel so alone now
There's no way out now

[Chorus]
Because, without you I can see
I would be just another
Sad junkie
Mindless freak
Losing sleep
Dying slowly
Dying slowly

[Verse 3]
I've never been so loving
I've never felt so alone
I wanna just be something more than dying slowly
Dying slowly
Dying slowly

[Bridge]
Why am I so numb?
Why do I feel so dumb?
Why should I even try?
When I can't survive?

[Chorus]
Without you I can see
I would be just another
Sad junkie
Mindless freak
Losing sleep
Dying slowly

[Outro]
Dying, dying
Dying slowly

Saint Asonia

A Canadian rock/post-grunge “supergroup” featuring ex-Three Days Grace vocalist/guitarist Adam Gontier, Staind guitarist Mike Mushok, Eye Empire bassist Corey Lowery, and former Finger Eleven drummer Rich Beddoe, Saint Asonia came into being after Mushok and Gontier began writing together just after the latter’s split with his flagship band. Impressed with what they had managed to conjure up, the duo enlisted the rest of the crew and headed into the studio with producer Johnny K (Disturbed, Megadeth, Sevendust) to begin work on a debut long-player. “Better Place,” the first single from the record, was issued in May 2015, followed by the release of the eponymous full-length Saint Asonia later that summer. In 2017, Rich Beddoe left the band and was replaced by Mike Mushok’s Former Staind bandmate Sal Giancarelli. then in 2018, Corey Lowery left the band to join seether and was replaced by Adam Gontier’s cousin and former Art Of Dying bassist, Cale Gontier.