Released: April 10, 2020

Songwriter: SickDrumz Lewis Hughes ​Aaron Harmon 18YOMAN Nicholas Audino ​blackbear

Producer: Twice as Nice ​blackbear 18YOMAN ​Aaron Harmon

[Intro]
(Yeah, nah, nah, nah, nah)
Yeah, uh-uh, yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
Ever since I met you, I'm a goner
I'm just waitin' for your mood to change
Ever since I met you, my days is darker
But every storm will someday run out of rain, uh
Look into my tired eyes, can't you tell you run me dry?
I just wanna sleep all day, tell me, "Baby, one more line"
You forgot, you didn't try, my head is filled with better times
I miss you, but we can't go there again

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause we lost a whole year of our lives to each other, yeah
We lost a whole year of our lives to each other, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
And the truth is really sinking in
You make my stomach feel like shit
I wanna get up off this ride and go home
I should've listened to my friends
Emotions really be some shit
Emotions really be some shit I can't do

[Post-Chorus]
I can't do, I can't do, I can't do (Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't do, I can't do, I can't do, uh (Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah)

[Verse 2]
Ever since I met you, you're a martyr
How you gonna leave me out to die?
Ever since you met me, the days is harder
But what you feel right now, you can't feel all the time (Ooh, woah)
Look into my tired eyes, can't you tell you run me dry?
I don't wanna feel this pain, but I can't stop you if you try
Why you occupy my mind? You read my texts, you don't reply
So, in the past, I leave this shit to stay

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause we lost a whole year of our lives to each other, yeah
We lost a whole year of our lives to each other, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
And the truth is really sinking in
You make my stomach feel like shit
I wanna get up off this ride and go home
I should've listened to my friends
Emotions really be some shit
Emotions really be some shit I can't do

[Post-Chorus]
I can't do, I can't do, I can't do (Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't do, I can't do, I can't do (Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah)

​blackbear

blackbear is the stage name of LA-based producer and singer-songwriter Mat Musto, popularly known for co-writing Justin Bieber’s “Boyfriend,” in 2012. Some of his first collaborations were with the likes of Pharrell Williams, MGK, and Childish Gambino. Later, Musto reinvented himself—he coined the name blackbear from a previous EP titled Year of the Blackbear. Under his new name, he started leaning more towards rapping and an R&B-oriented style.

His first mixtape Sex included collaborations with his peers James Blake, Maejor Ali, and “Boyfriend” co-writer Mike Posner. The Afterglow followed in 2014.

In 2015, blackbear released “idfc,” as the lead single from his debut album Deadroses. It increased his fan following and revenue, earning him millions of playback streams and a spot on Billboard’s Uncharted List of Undiscovered and Upcoming Artists. The second single, “90210,” included a feature from G-Eazy—blackbear made an appearance in his 2014 track, “Remember You.”