Released: July 17, 2020

Songwriter: Andrew Goldstein ​blackbear Jordan Reyes ​Aaron Harmon

Producer: Andrew Goldstein Jordan Reyes ​blackbear ​Aaron Harmon

[Intro]
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah

[Verse 1]
The truth is that you ripped out my heart
Then you stomped on it
The truth is that you switched up, you changed
You flipped the script (You flipped the script)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit (I felt that shit)

[Pre-Chorus]
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said "goodbye," I felt that shit

[Chorus]
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die

[Post-Chorus]
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt

[Verse 2]
I don't wanna see your new life, your new guy
And your accomplishments (Your accomplishments)
I don't wanna read the letters, those words
They don't mean shit (I don't wanna see them)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit (I felt that shit)

[Pre-Chorus]
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said "goodbye," I felt that shit (Oh)

[Chorus]
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (Rather stay inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies (Are lies)
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die

[Post-Chorus]
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt

[Bridge]
I wanna die
(Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that)

[Chorus]
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (Inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live, laugh, love, and now I wanna die

[Post-Chorus]
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt

[Outro]
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that

​blackbear

blackbear is the stage name of LA-based producer and singer-songwriter Mat Musto, popularly known for co-writing Justin Bieber’s “Boyfriend,” in 2012. Some of his first collaborations were with the likes of Pharrell Williams, MGK, and Childish Gambino. Later, Musto reinvented himself—he coined the name blackbear from a previous EP titled Year of the Blackbear. Under his new name, he started leaning more towards rapping and an R&B-oriented style.

His first mixtape Sex included collaborations with his peers James Blake, Maejor Ali, and “Boyfriend” co-writer Mike Posner. The Afterglow followed in 2014.

In 2015, blackbear released “idfc,” as the lead single from his debut album Deadroses. It increased his fan following and revenue, earning him millions of playback streams and a spot on Billboard’s Uncharted List of Undiscovered and Upcoming Artists. The second single, “90210,” included a feature from G-Eazy—blackbear made an appearance in his 2014 track, “Remember You.”