Released: September 30, 2020

Songwriter: ​abbot (USA)

Producer: ​abbot (USA)

So what does God have to do to get your attention?

[Intro]
Now I can see the truth
Now I agree with you but much too late
Back then I pleaded you
Don't leave, I needed you, let's meet today
And I told you didn't I?
I'd come over any night
Mmm, you won't end up alone
(End up alone)
You told me to promise
(Promise)

[Verse]
And I told you to have faith
And you told me to be happy
And I told you that can wait
But you begged me to be happy
I asked "How does that relate?"
You asked why can't I be happy
Then your hand slid down my face
As you said I can't make you happy

[Bridge]
Push me down to the floor
And tell me you can't handle mе no more
Question if you werе even
In my head when I was driving towards that wall
In the silence stole your
Lips so you wouldn't tell me truths no more
Shouldn't hold you, I don't deserve you

[Verse]
Yeah, I can't help but notice that I'm tryna be
The man that you've always wanted
I never meant to hurt you, that wasn't me
I won't break another promise
And now we're tumbling, yuh, it's kinda hot
I guess it's fuck this conversation
I grab your bra and think "Fuck it I'll take it off"
I stayed for you if that's consolation

You're an angel
How the hell your blood get on my lips now?
Tell me what you want I won't resist
If you say so
You're the only reason I exist now
Pin me down and hold me by the wrists
I'm an angel, I'm just covered by these
Toxic tendencies, it's not me
I want you to see the real me
Before this poison starts to kill me

[Chorus]
Thirty five hundred and seventy two miles away
And it's been five hundred and seventy days since
I've seen her
I can't get you out of my head do I want you to stay?
Like somewhere inside of me I'm still nostalgic for
How things were

[Bridge]
Of my mother
I'm the oldest child
She told me live for no one else
But me
I'm sorry momma
If you couldn't tell
I haven't listened up to now

[Outro]
Your name is like a melody, yeah
The ring of it's so heavenly to me
But how to play the notes, I can't recall
At all, yea yeah
So, so plant your feet or levitate, yeah
Still searching for those better days you see?
Well, how'd we get this damaged after all?
At all, oo-oh

You're name is like a melody-melody
The-e-e ri-i-i-ings so heavenly to me
Me m-m-me
How to play the notes I can't reca-ca-a-all
At all, oo-oh
Name is-name is-name is-name is

Is it terrifying?

​abbot (USA)

you can change the world; create

but you got to break it first

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