Released: November 19, 2017
Songwriter: Alec Benjamin
Producer: Alec Benjamin
[Verse 1]
I wish I could spin, turn back the clock, begin again
And I wish I were him, holding your hand, kissing your lips
[Pre Chorus]
I don't want to know what I know
I want you more than you know
[Chorus]
I envy the sun, you catch the rays
Envy the love that you embrace
Envy the one I can't replace, oh I envy
Envy the hands touching your face
Envy the arms around your waist
Envy the man taking my place, oh I envy
I envy him, I envy him, I envy him
[Verse 2]
You looked at my heart
Then walked away and left it behind
You went on your way, leaving me here, out of my mind
[Pre Chorus]
I don't want to know what I know
I want you more than you know
[Chorus]
I envy the sun, you catch the rays
Envy the love that you embrace
Envy the one I can't replace, oh I envy
Envy the hands touching your face
Envy the arms around your waist
Envy the man taking my place, oh I envy
I envy him, I envy him, I envy him
I wish I could spin, turn back the clock, begin again
And I wish I were him, holding your hand, kissing your lips
[Pre Chorus]
I don't want to know what I know
I want you more than you know
[Chorus]
I envy the sun, you catch the rays
Envy the love that you embrace
Envy the one I can't replace, oh I envy
Envy the hands touching your face
Envy the arms around your waist
Envy the man taking my place, oh I envy
I envy him, I envy him, I envy him
[Verse 2]
You looked at my heart
Then walked away and left it behind
You went on your way, leaving me here, out of my mind
[Pre Chorus]
I don't want to know what I know
I want you more than you know
[Chorus]
I envy the sun, you catch the rays
Envy the love that you embrace
Envy the one I can't replace, oh I envy
Envy the hands touching your face
Envy the arms around your waist
Envy the man taking my place, oh I envy
I envy him, I envy him, I envy him
Unreleased Songs
- Settle Down
- At The Bottom (Demo)
- Smile When You’re Sad
- Cause it Hurts
- Stranger to Myself
- Stranger to Myself (demo)
- TSS
- TSS (demo)
- Lock me up for Life
- On Your Speakers
- Miss Her The Most (Demo)
- Balancing Game (Demo)
- The Way You Felt in My Arms
- The Hill I Will Die On (Demo)
- The Hill I Will Die On
- The Colonel’s Journal
- Her Broken Hearted Savior*
- Anesthesia
- The Wolf and the Sheep
- Gabriel
- Our Love is Like a Burning Garden
- Now She’s Getting Married
- Last of Her Kind
- Journey to the Lowest Place on Earth
- O.I.N.V.
- Pretending
- The Knife in my Back
- Worst Day Of My Life
- My Mother’s Eyes
- Use Me
- “Simple Song” (tour song)
- The Saddest Song
- Must’ve been the wind
- Let Me Down Slowly
- Water Fountain
- Outrunning Karma
- I Built a Friend
- If We Have Each Other
- Boy In The Bubble
- Mind is a Prison
- If I Killed Someone For You
- Pretending
- The Knife in my Back
- Must Have Been the Wind
- Paper Crown
- Jesus in LA
- The Wolf and the Sheep
- Six Feet Apart
- Worst Day Of My Life
- Death of a Hero
- Steve
- Oh My God
- Annabelle’s Homework
- Let Me Down Slowly (Remix)
- Demons
- The Book of You & I
- Gotta Be A Reason